Ben
Fenton

AND THEN THE SUN CAME OUT AGAIN (BOTTLE ALLEY) 2023 Oil on canvas H: 50cm X W: 75cm 

I grew up in Dungeness, and Greatstone, and Rye, and Winchelsea Beach.

I grew up on and beside the Romney Marsh.

My father was a fisherman and I was putting to sea with him from the age of four.

 
I KNOW YOU DO NO. 02 (BROOMHILL SANDS) 2023 Oil on canvas H: 70cm X W: 100cm 
I KNOW YOU DO NO. 01 (BROOMHILL SANDS) 2023 Oil on canvas H: 70cm X W: 100cm 

I grew up with the sound of salt water dragging shingle away to some place else.

I grew up with the weight of an uninterrupted sky pressing down upon me.

I grew up in a land that had been borrowed from the deep. A land that built structures from wood, and stone, and concrete to celebrate it, and to keep from giving it back.

I am now returned to the coast of Kent and Sussex and I am painting the souvenirs of my past.

 
I’M WALKING OUT OF HERE IN ONE PIECE (NATIONAL THEATRE, LONDON) 2023-2024 Oil on canvas H: 102cm X W: 102cm 
I SEE YOU CLEARLY (DEAL PIER) 2023 Oil on canvas  H: 122cm X W: 152cm 
WHEN YOU RISE WITH THE DAY, I MIGHT NOT HAVE TOO MUCH TO SAY NO. 01 (DYMCHURCH GRAND REDOUBT) 2022-2023 Oil on canvas H: 122cm X W: 152cm 

The paintings I make are my attempt to express the Manic Depression and Borderline Personality Disorder I have suffered from all of my life, through the beauty of empty spaces.

I STOOD THERE LIKE A BLOCK OF STONE, KNOWING ALL I HAD TO KNOW (BARBICAN CENTRE, LONDON) 2023 Oil on canvas H: 70cm X W: 100cm 

 
350 OFFICERS AND MEN (DYMCHURCH REDOUBT) 2019. Oil on canvas 50x75cm

The most insidious aspect of my mental illness is the loneliness I can never shake free from. By painting the unpopulated architecture and desolate coastlines I grew up with, I try to convey a feeling of isolation, but manifested through a colour palette of vividness and light because it is imperative to understand that mental illness is not about darkness, but absence. 

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